I still got something to say... I'm giving up Forget this bastard, forget all of the things that were suppost to be, forget all the ways you've seen it going... Gave you all time, gave you all the ways to see it and realize... Now wait for it... It won't be another turning, this just got a little bit stranger, yeah, more then usual... Thank you for listening and thank you for following ... now it's done... Cuz where will you Go now? Trying... Smoking... Drinking... Laughing... With all the things you've been giving. It's done... one more time it fail... But fuck all this shit in my blog, fuck all the metaphoric words in this shit... I belived in a better way, then in a way... now ... I just don't Belive... so it's not over yet... but I'm done with all of it... So take it and leave it... cuz I just did... Where would you go? Nowhere... but please be happy It's done and it's done, Done and done! now it's my turn... Sorry... No more me for youse.... * Nice to know you all... and... read the rest of the fucking blog for once... btw Delirium Cordia - Deliriouse Love

I wanna say something...

I wanna say something... and I don't know what..

It keeps you down to know that you don't know about your girlfriend neither your bestfriend...


are they in trouble


well, so are you...


the meaning point is you always have somethign to say, no matter how right no matter how strong...you can't...


you just can't find the Words...


and Why is that?

Why are you Writting anyway...


not to know Someone's watching, not to pass the message... just because you want to..


That's a shame still... You're still Living on an imagine World.




But fuck it...



When you feel you are all by yourslef you still regret What you did, and you feel the pain and the consequences right straight up your heart...


.



but what about you?



where are you?


do you need to write to know where you are?







do You?
















I do...








Yeah...






I really do.

Maybe life is being hard enough for you, or maybe 2012...














2012








Is being hard for everyone..







think about it. 2012 it's has been prenounce times and times over again since we remember...


and now it's true... It's the fucked up year....



and why?





why?


Do we need this?





Sure we do.


for what?



last time I remember I was still trying to find out Life...


now I don't have a chooise.


is it the 2012 or is it just me... or everyone?




fuck it






Everyone's crying, everyone's losing or everyone's winning? how come we don't know? how come we have no idea?



I'm giving up everything I know... I'm getting back to what I was...



I've learn...






Yes I did



Now I know



...............................





I can admite I can feel I can take it...



Yes I can Take it




Yes I am



if I still live in my body...(wish I didn't and wish I do)




and if I can't erase... I will...


Live.




Cause songs have been all I could say... and now I have soemthing to say





I enjoy... and I've enjoyed what I can..



I enjoy(ed) my city, my friend, my love, my laughts...your laught..my things...




but where is everything?







If they're still alive... Why don't they exist?




I Still exist... just need to be alive










Someday it will all make sense.. I hope...


I'm glad to remember it was just a phase...




but this time...




will it end?









your flower is still here








We have to find each other and our selves, but still we need to feel and make it possible....














Life is making Us a deal





We need each other...





Please forget 2012 and let's live it like it's just another year....




with just another phase...




with another change...




but not let's just stand and think about 'what if'






lets make it...




Lets responde...





Let us be our Selves Toghetere...





I have something to say....




I miss laughting with you




Sincerly,







I still Belive* and I still Am#


I'm still here

I can Wait

Deitar ... Dormir... Acordar... e ser de novo aquilo que se foi ontem.

Tentar demonstrar ou provar aquilo que ainda não sabemos que Somos.

Nem tudo é uma música, nem tudo é de outro artista... nem tudo mesmo...

o sentimento jamais será exactamente o que está na música, a reprodução será bastante diferente... Tudo será bastante diferente independentemente daquilo que se está a sentir..

perto do mar, ou longe da terra... Ou locais onde nem sequer podemos ir, mas escrevemos sobre os mesmos...


Mas pouco a pouco,
de um jeito ou de outro...

Havemos de ser Melhores.. ou cada um Melhor...



I Hope.


Don't be afraid to fall to see and remember de begining of the Wall

There Is

Desert in Your eyes,







a Sea of Sand and midnight stars....



Losing Touch.


I become The Sky...




There is our first Kiss*

Stay With me...

Aruo

Sonhei que tinha visto Sentido nesta vida ontem a noite.

Perguntei-lhe :

'hey, não devias estar morto faz hoje três anos?'

'Nunca morri' disse ele...


Nunca Morri...

É preciso muito mais que balas para matar o 'Sentido'...

Pelo menos é o que eu ouvi dizer..

No no no no

Vai-te embora...


Sai quando quiseres...como quiseres..

Demora o teu tempo..


Talvez não seja eu Quem tu queiras, Quem tu precises.

Tu disseste que querias alguém Superior, forte e que nunca se vá abaixo.

Alguém que esteja sempre do teu lado, mesmo que estejas errada ou injusta.

Alguém que te dê tudo o que têm, até aquilo que não pode dar.(sem troco)

Talvez nao seja eu Quem tu queres, Só te vou desiludir...

Dizes que queres Alguem que te faça promessas,Alguem que te minta, que tape os olhos por Ti, Alguém que prenda o seu Proprio Coração por Ti..


Alguém que morra por Ti e ainda mais...



Nao Sou eu...


Vai-te embora... Aqui não estás comoda, esta escuro e nada faz sentido, mas mesmo assim eu não me sinto sozinho, nem me sinto mal... Nao é Mundo para Ti...Não o compreenderias... É o Mundo de Alguém...

Mas tu queres alguém que te apanhe antes de caires,

Alguém que te dê flores constantemente,

Alguém que venha sempre que ligues,

'Um Amante da Tua Vida e nada mais.'

Não sou Eu Querida...



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